My journey of Loneliness

So for the past 2 years i have been living with my parents in a different city, helping in their Business. Well i did not imagine my adulthood to go like this but you know it's "Life" things won't go as you planned unless you're Batman xd . I got lucky to have such a great friends at my college but when i moved here it's totally gone, i don't know how to make friends and there were no options except for me to be online most of the time . At first i was so sad and frustrated that am all alone, yes my friends were talking to me on call but it's just so difficult to meet them in person . And i kinda got used to it , i go online to play games , surf instagram and youtube , etc . I even went to omegele to talk to people when am bored , surprisingly there was some actually good people who was interested in a good chat rather than some horny people and bots! . so eventually a year passed and i got into Facebook after a while because of my friend , he gained lot of friends on my account so i stayed, posted memes and found some good friends who shared same interests . I was happy and randomly i liked a girl and yep i told her , it was a roller coaster *sigh . after 7 months of having feelings i finally stopped talking to her , well obviously she rejected me . But she wasn't rude or harsh except sometimes because of my mistakes . She is such a good person i ever met and that incident shook me so i stopped using Facebook .

But because of her i became stronger and more matured . One important thing i learned from the past is Life is unpredictable things can go wrong at any time and also go right anytime . So be strong and don't loose hope, use the solitude wisely to make you a better person. Sounds like a typical motivational movie LOL i know . Now am back to no friends except my few homies , even online because i can't see what's the point but i do respect them they're also my friends, but seriously am a boring person so i don't talk that much . I do get depressed sometimes but i believe i can overcome it, hopefully.

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